Am i among the stars?

There is a quote saying:

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss, you'll land among the stars"

but I don't feel like i have landed among the stars...

it feels more like landing on the ground right in the face...

i should have never set my goals so high..

and now the regret, remorse and disappointment is sucking the life out of me..

i know i have to get up when i fall..

but right now i just want to stay on the ground with my face planted on it...

that way there'll be no more embarrassment or any disappointments...