Rain...

It's just amazing how the natural things in life can make you think of something that seems so far away...

i was having exam today in school. then, it suddenly rained...at that time, the test was quite difficult and i was sort of frustrated...

the sudden downpour sort of woke me from my frustration..so i decided to just relax and let things cool for the moment..i looked out the window...watching the raindrops falling....it felt so familiar....

it was then, i had this nostalgic feeling..a memory suddenly surfaced in my mind...

it was a few years ago, i was still new to the school..trying to fit it and stuff...i met someone that i had feelings to..i thought i was in love..or so i thought...

i remember that day..we were not friends anymore..i was depressed..i saw you from a distance..with that beautiful smile you have..that crinkle that formed in your eyes and the way they sparkle..you were with your friends..i just wanted to see you...but each time you saw me, it was like i was invincible..you saw right through me..

then you suddenly turned around as your friends pointed to this direction..right at that moment, there was a heavy downpour..you were straining your eyes to find me..then you turned back and continued talking..i hid in the crowd so you couldn't see me..

i remember the way the rain blurred my vision..i remember thanking the rain for letting me watch you for just one more moment.......i remembered how pathetic i was...

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seriously, i not sure if this was just my imagination or it was something that really happen...the things that happened that year are really hazy...i wonder why....

but i thank the rain today for reminding me that i am where i am because i persevered...

it reminded me how great love can be...and how painful it was...

"love can be the medicine to all the pain in the world, but there is no medicine in the world that can cure the pain caused by love"

AGREED.